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Im actually incredibly excited for school to start. I like my classes, i like my teachers, i absolutely love shopping for school supplies and im generally happy to see a few people again in the hallways. What im really not excited about is that i am still trying to make up for my terrible GPA my freshman year. If i want any scholarships or any hope of scholarships im going to have to keep a 4.0 this year. Or, shit, anything over a 3.7 would be nice. I think this is the most bittersweet its ever been about school starting. I loved this summer, i didn’t get to see that many people or do that many things and i was in dance or out of town 90% of the time anyways. But its still summer, i went to the beach, i spent days just wearing my swimsuit around the house, i hung out with my boyfriend practically every day, and i just had fun. Of course i don’t want that to end. But, i also like having responsibilities and thats what school is good for; Making me responsible for myself and my own success. One of my biggest fears is failure and this year will have none of that as long as i have a say in it. I just want it to be an amazing experience and hopefully i don’t get sick of everything in the first week. Even though i usually do anyways. I think im going to go school shopping tomorrow after work. I can’t wait. :]
